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Melody of Life by valpula, literature

Breaking down: again by valpula, literature

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Breaking down: again

I'm not all here, I'm breaking down: I'm in a thousand pieces. Save me? How? I'm drowning, now and I can no longer tell; is this Heaven or is this Hell? Am I dying... was I never alive? These conflicting realities are inflicting harsh memories. All of these emotions; holding a surplus of chaos.Can you hear my screams, or am I whispering? I can no longer tell - is this real... or is this another memory? Am I here or am I gone? You've been absent for far too long... Is this the beginning of a dream or is this the beginning of a nightmare? Am I burning or am I freezing? Am I bleeding, or am I breathing? Are you listening, or am I falling? Weig

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Inner Beast by valpula, literature

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Inner Beast

There's a monster, deep inside us all: a beast we are determined to hide away in the darkest recesses of our minds. There, it feeds upon death & despair as we deny its existence. And as the beast grows, our hearts become more hollow. And as the monster feeds, our souls too are devoured. We are lost in the ever-growing darkness, children - frightened by our true natur e. But, in the mastery of our own demons we are rewarded with immortality. But, in the mastery of our own demons: we are lost - we have become the monster the monster in which we abhor. A grotesque extension of our darker sides. Shall we remain hidden and battle

Masterpiece by valpula, literature

Deception by valpula, literature

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Deception

Somewhere between the pain and somewhere between the fear: lies the deep passion in which I used to hold you dear. Your gentle touch sent shivers up my spine. I was yours and you were mine. But somewhere along the road, you stepped off the path. You left me broken hearted, suicidal in the aftermath. You had always been there, and I had always believed... But in the end, it was I who was deceived..

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Empty by valpula, literature

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Empty

The roses are dead and wilted, the petals falling towards the ground. Dust settles against the antique vase, truth is; I know you aren't even around. My heart once beat a steady rhythm. And I once smiled only for you. But in modern days; I'm standing alone beneath the moon. She smiles down on me, right now - I'm all alone. Right now. Waiting forever, with such an empty heart. My eyes no longer sparkle, my movements are no longer graceful. My voice is dead, just as you left me. My heart is cold, from when you left me. The roses are dead and wilted, the petals are falling towards the ground. The dust settles against my cof

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United States
Deviant for 15 years
myspace.com/iVomit___rainbows
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Current Residence: Niagra Falls, New York.
Favourite genre of music: Blues, Electronica, Industrial, J-Rock, Metal, Opera, Rock, Techno, Trance. Etc.
Favourite photographer: El-Sharra [dA].
Favourite style of art: Digital - Anime - Manga.
Operating System: Alienware
Wallpaper of choice: Horror. Macabre. Morbid.
Skin of choice: Flesh.
Favourite cartoon character: Lucy [Elfen Lied] - Yachiru [Bleach] - Jo [Burst Angel] - L [Death Note]

Favourite Visual Artist

Jess'ca Wong.

Favourite Movies

Blood & Chocolate, Constantine, Disturbia, Transformers, Underworld. Etc.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Chester Bennington, Miyavi, Zakk Wylde.

Favourite Writers

Amelia Atwater-Rhodes.

Favourite Games

Silent Hill - Resident Evil - FlyFF.

Favourite Gaming Platform

X-Box 360.

Tools of the Trade

Anything that can leave a mark.

Other Interests

Art, BDSM, Literature, Metal, Psychology.

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valpula

Dec 23, 2008

II: Intermission

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I live in Illinois, once more, but I don't mind it. At least now I don't have to worry about not being able to make it "home" for the holidays, or missing so and so's birthday... Yule was a few days ago, but I wasn't able to celebrate it sadly - I feel bad. I said a few blessings, sang a little and lit a candle but that's about all I could do while moving my things around. Now all I need to do is find an apprenticeship for tattooing and piercing, and I'll be semi-set. (After I get my GED, of course.)

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valpula

Dec 6, 2008

I: Bad Luck

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"You're the darkest burning star, you're my perfect disease." As I sit here in front of my laptop, I'm battling a storm of emotions that chip away slowly at what is left of my sanity (which I fear is very little.) I'm hanging precariously onto the edge of my own life that has begun to spiral out of control, beneath my own very fingertips I have lost the power to influence the direction my life is taking. When I planned on moving to New York, I knew it would be tough to find a job and get my GED since I had to drop out of high school in order to move... But, I never knew that without someone here to help me and guide me it would be impossib